LaAnYa<3

I no i love u but dun let i go to ur head

2010-05-17T03:13:00.000-07:00

so what if i come clean, and told you all you mean to me.
So what if i meant every word i said... babe, dun let it get to ur head!
So what if i write ur name cause ur always on my brain, in my heart which is painted crimson red.. and still huney.. dunt let it get to ur head... Let me make it clear! dun get any big ideas !
Just coz i cant go on and just cause i die when ur gone and just cause i think of u in bed , dont let it enter that head of yours!
If i looked in ur eyes one two, too many times , memorized every word u said.. just please dun let it get to your head..
You have seriously changed my whole life..
Dunno what u have done to me!
Walkin in and walkin out..
Cryin and cryin fo weeks ..
every where i turn.. its like i am trapped in a bubble of doom.
I know uu hate em but that is simply sumtin i cant accept
my only weakness is you
only reason is you
but now love is gone away!
what have u done??
BUt even after all this .. i miss those brown eyesss.. how you talk to me at nioght.. i miss the way we were.. Like theres no sunrissee .. like the taste of ur smile .. i
miss the way we breathe.. and i never told u what i shud have said.. and i never told u cos i just kept it in and i miss everything about you .. cant beleive that i still want youand after all the things we have been through .. i miss everything bout you without you... everytime i close my eyes.. i see those beautiful eyes.. you seriously make it hard to see where i belong to and when i am not around u its like im alone wit me.. though right now i am broken and in hope i shall not be a fool to force anyting ouy.. just is not me.. try to pick myself up from this mess and put back the pieces .. butt i am just in hope that ther will be a chance in life.. itss okay if i dunt.. i will get over it .. as soon as possible. from gaga.. with love..

Panick!

2010-04-19T06:15:00.000-07:00

HAlo my adoring people!

I really dun no what to post right now ! ...

Well ... Today i went to watch the senoirs match ! Both senior girls and boys won! YAy! Then iwent to watch the Jurong vs Unity match! Guess who won.. JURONG! I am guessin they are meetin our seniors in one more match ! They seem strong! So jia yo seniors! ALL de way ightsss!

As for us.. We have a match against AHS tomorrow! I am so freakin scared right now! Our C div boys lost to their boys but they still have one more game to look forward at! Jia yo boys! Hopefully we can do everyone proud! Jia you my beautiful teammates! Lets all do this together ! No matter what , we are still a team! Let the past be the past lets try movin on and do it together!

Nobody is alone! Lets all go back to the start! This love is sure enough to fight for ! We gotta fight for our team back again! LOve yo guys!

Clash of de titans!

2010-04-07T08:06:00.001-07:00

HallloOOOO!

Today , me went to watch Clash of the titans! pOWER PACK MOVIE I SAY!So much drama! One of the best action pack movie i have ever seen if you ask me!

And percius was HOT! godd i would do anything for a guy like that ! HAlf god , half man and a whole lot of hawt stuff!

Hot right! OMG

Cute couple right!

Now let me rewind back to the starting of my day! Today was e-learning day so there was no need for going to skool! =) Stay home and studied for like hours . Then when to wATCH tthe wonderful movie which nabilah claimed to be Boring ! can you believe it ! Well obviously it wwas boring to her cause her whole attention was on ben! haha..

WEll .. The day was good i suppose ! NOw gotta go sleep .. Back to skool tomorrow .. BUmmer!

Waiting for holidays ! Till then .. Bye my lovely people=)

HAppy BirthdAY TATAHH!

2010-04-04T05:42:00.001-07:00

Well.. right now i am too tired to blog .. So yea .. here is a picture blog=)

Sickk

2010-04-02T06:25:00.000-07:00

HAlo my wonderful adoring fanss!

Well i no a sound really enthusiastic but i am like sick to max !

Geeeshh . I have a leaking pipe and a drumming head..

I would love to explain my day but unfortunately ... THe day cocked up early in the morning..

I am not gonna say anythin coz i am not gonna offend you but one more time you set me up like this i swear i will never talk to you!

After that i went to my grammies place..

THats when i felt the throb gettin worse..

After eating went straight for de sack!

JUst within minutes i blacked out=0!
woke up and felt like a 100x better !

After sharing grandma stories with ma wonderful grandma i left for home!

On de way.. I stopped and met the 149-ians =)

Slack slack slack for like a few minutes

Flew home and now blogging ...

HAha ... See how mundane my life is

Waitin for someone who will at least add colour to my life=)

WEll .. gotta go .. HAve to wake up early in the morn for training ..

Grrrr ..

Adiaos my adoring fans=) Gaga signin out yall!

To yall

2010-04-01T07:28:00.000-07:00

Well , i have been thinking lately And have only got very little to say bout wats going on . But to all my lovely people ... I know what we have been going through all this crap! Only we know whats going on .. I would rather we keep it that way . But we just gotta keep holding on now! Dun let a devil come in between and suck the hell out of you! Just keep holding on! You are not alone, together we stand I will definetly be by your side, you no i will take your hand When it grows cold and you no i wont give in and you know it for a fact ! Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for youThere's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on Before it's too late, this could all disappear Before the doors close And it comes to an end Hear me when I say, I believe Nothing's gonna change destiny Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly! Gaga always loves yall! JIa yo for all our games! lets make coach a happy man =) Lets not be dragged with such arogance!

With yall by my side I will fight and defend,

Today....

2010-03-31T07:21:00.000-07:00

Let me tell you about my amazing life ! =) YEs! its gagalicious ya know! Well today was... well... fun i guess. =/ Things were not so boring in school so that was a relief ! Had two very boring subjects at the starting of the day! But , i managed to pull through =D . But its just a sad way to start my day... once again .. What the heck ay.. Then after recess had the fun subjects like art and music ! and since today we had a game i skipped hisstoryy and Scienccce! Power pack right! HAha .. So yea.. We went for our game and eventually won ! I will not post the score even though i am itching to ! So its in suspense.. Just wanted to say good job to all of ma homies ! they worked off their assess iight! We da real deal=}! Self praise much... hahazzz! Well after that slacked awhile ... Went home .. Got irritated by brother and a slight amount of nagging by ma mom ! But no matter what i love her ! Gee gee! Well .. guessin thats it.. If i come up of anythin i will try ma best to update okay people! Adioas my fellow adoring fans ! =P

Something i feel i need to say

2010-03-24T05:40:00.000-07:00

Alright alright!
I am dead here. But i swear i am lazy to blog about my life .. even then .. Why would you wanna know bout my life ryte!
Anyway .. Just to update ya with a few things.. In skool .. Life is as usaul .. Sord!
Friends- My rawkin sista ela is still wid me but unfortunately i cant say it for the others!
But i swear i am not gonna talk about it!
I want everything to be over.. Just finish the problems..
ANd don please dun be hurt boi .. There is still others .. Especially me and ela and elaine and the peeps at 149 =) .. We always love you bro!
MOving on .. My first game is gonna start on Friday ! So .. jia yozz to da team!
Lets just do it as one.. We gotta overcome all obstacles and come as one =) If we just believe there is no way we can fall=) So lets start giving in ! It will be a very good choice we make and we can make a better life and day for each other!
No matter what i will love tthis team butttt i do have a limit so dont push it and i mean it! ESpecially you!
Finally, i am doin really good in my studies ! so i guess that kind rawks=) Yea..

Happy=)

2010-01-08T23:31:00.000-08:00

Someone once told me that you have to choose. What you win or lose you cant have everything dont you take chances you might feel the pain dont you love in vain cause love wont set you free. I could stand by the side and watch this life pass me by so unhappy but safe as could be.

so what if it hurts me.so what if i break down.so what if this world just throws me off the edge.my feet run out of ground.i gotta find my place.i wanna hear my sound.dont care about other pain infront of me cause im just tryna be happy.

holding on tightly. just cant let it go.just tryna play my roll.slowly diasappear, ooohwell all these tears.they feel like theyre the same.just different faces, different names.get me outta here.well i can stand by the side and watch this life pass me by .

so any turns that i cant see

ill count a stranger on this road

but don’t say victim

dont say anythng!

dee truth .

2009-12-21T00:07:00.001-08:00

I am dead , dead ,dead , dead here...
I dun really no what to post and sometimes i am just too lazy ..
Haizzz..
Today i had training early in the morning
As usual .. i had to drag me self out of bed and get ready for training..
Todays training was so so so tiring. BUt its okay ..
Must tahan for another 3 more yearss.. =)
I left my cuzzay alone at home ALONE!
I thought it might have been in two by the time i would come home.
BUT.. With a huge BUT! .. It was so neat ..
I tink i should leave her alone more often .. =)
MOmmaa bought me new skinnies and shoesss ...
Weeee . =)
But i still wannt the light blue one =(
Hopefully i get it in the very vvery very near future!
Well thats much of my much anticipated life..
Fun right! =) (scowllsss)

SATISFIED

2009-10-12T23:35:00.000-07:00

I have successfully passed this round =) hehe.. hopefully i can get good grades yea! You peple bbettaa watch your back! LAANYA KICKS ASS!
HELL YEA!

HAhah ... anyway ... Sad to say ..maybe i am not that back after all!
jUST WANNA SAY THIS !

i AINT NO EFFIN DOG TO TAKE NO ORDERS FROM I FUCKIN HOE WHO WILL COMPLAINT BOUT WHAT I DO , WEAR AND SAY.. miND UR BEEZWAX BEFORE I MAKE SURE I STRAIGHTEN THINGS OUT PERMANENTLY ! sCREW IT B!TCH

I am backk.. .

2009-10-08T23:54:00.000-07:00

HEy furry friends.. I am back ! wow.. it has been days since i have last posted.. GEEEEZzz ! Well... The main reason to why i have not been blogging is becoz i am just so so lazy to type ya!I

have to go through so much hastle of finding the words on the keyboard and type! Haiyo! so much work . Taboleh tahan la =) ..ANiwae today was really nothin much .. Just sat for my final history paper! Quite confident ayyy! Woohoo ...GOod luck to all you peeper out ther man ... Jia yozz for all your rest of the exam babiiiieees! Well .. there was not much excitement ... Wakin up to find that it was so earlyyy .GO and sleep again . Wake up again at 6.15 .. .Dayummm .. gotta no why i am gettin up so early.. i did all ma mornin shit and when to skooll wid ma ela sayang! Took that exam shit and managed to passs thorugh .. phewww.. After that my thangachi come ma house and then we studieedd for ahwile .. she chow and went to meet da guyss..Now i am bloggin and there is nothin left to

A stage of life

2009-09-06T05:03:00.000-07:00

I'm just so fuckin' depressed.I just can seem to get out this slump.If I could just get over this humpBut I need something to pull me out this dumpI took my bruises, took my lumps.Fell down and I got right back up.But I need that spark to get psyched back up.

In order for me to pick that mic back up.I don't know how I pry away.And I ended up in this position. I'm inI starting to feel distant again.So I decided just to pick this pen up and tried to make an attempt to vent.But I just can't admit.Or come to grips, with the fact that I may be done with life .I need a new outlet.I know some shits so hard to swallow.And I just can't sit back and wallow.

In my own sorrow.But I know one factI'll be one tough act to follow.One tough act to follow.Copy.One tough act to follow.Here today, gone tomorrow.But you have to walk a thousand miles.

moODLESShh

2009-08-14T05:54:00.000-07:00

Sorry but i have seriously no mood to post cause i have alot alot to post and very lazy type now leh ! tune in to catch the action ... if i have time =p

2009-08-04T03:43:00.000-07:00

Whoooshh .. ! Would you agree with me that time flies so fast! sheeshh ... My nationals are coming to end ! Very fast .. On thursyday we are playin agaisnt Unity sec can! wah ... Once again .. The flame begins.. You no whats better! Both c boyz and girls have made it into the finals ! YAY right! I know =) ! But wait.. Unity also has both boys and girls against uS! wah.. how??? Well ... coach says play like how we did against them in the previous match .. ! With his confidence i think i oso got a bit confidence ! =)=... wEll ... it really depends on how we play ! Jia yo gurrrls ! Lets do ourselves proud! Especially to coach, mr tan ,mr wong and mr lee who have done so much! We shall do it ya ! Same to da boyzzah! Pleash play ya hearts out .. its the last game of da season . Work as a team and win as a team! All de way C division players !

2009-07-29T04:14:00.000-07:00

Where is the moment we needed the most.You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost.They tell me your blue skies fade to grey.They tell me your passion's gone away.You stand in the line just to hit a new low.You're faking a smile with the coffee to go.You tell me your life's been way off line.You're falling to pieces everytime....
Well you need a blue sky holiday.The point is they laugh at what you say.Sometimes the system goes on the blink.And the whole thing turns out wrong.You might not make it back and you know.That you could be well oh that strong.And I'm not wrong.

So where is the passion when you need it the most!...

Never tought that he would really leave us to battle this budge ! Three more and all way too important ! HOw could we ? He has given 1000% of his effort ! his efforts are definetly nothing compared to our efforts ! the reason to why we are so far is because of him and mr tan! Never thought that he would do this to us ! I am sorry if i dint meet your expectations ! I dun no what to do . WHen i go in all i want to do is win! Win my hearts out to see that smile on your face ! But i never thought this would end in tears ! I am a player who cANnot stand to see anyone i care , cry ! IT haunts and disturb me ! I dont care what you think about me ! BUt coach i will do you proud and make you the best coach ever ! JIA YO c-girls !

Unknown ... =1

2009-07-13T06:01:00.001-07:00

Well what to say.. ? My life is scheduled in a hectic way .. And i am serious okay ! Well this fake smile that i put on sometimes really sucks! The feeling is.. haiya.. how am i to explain .. sheeshh .. ! Just last Saturday .. just like any other day.. i had to wake up EARLY in de morning to go for training.. But on Saturday we had DSA a students .. so we had a super light training.. ! Then i went out with my cousin and dad to changi beach and guess what .. The sole of my feet got stuck to a fishing rod ! Ouch huh! Well imgaine that with my cousin thinking that it was just a string puling it ! Now that was extremely pain .. But you no . strong girls like me stay strong and don't break down that easily =p .. Aniwaezz. .as i was sayin .. the fishin rod got stuck miraculously and all the crap .. But my brother who is so .. i dun no wat to say .. still wants to take pictures.. I mean like hello .... Poor girl is like in pain here! Ya still wanna take pics ?? ..gosh.. I bet your speechless huh.. ! Then after that i went home really pissed but i still had my cuzzie and PSP TO cheer me up! =) (comes handy ya ;) Then my cuzie stayed over and we had what you call a blast!.. haha! Well as time flies every second that i make of it must at least mean something! And yeah .. I forgot to mention someting .. MOMMY I LOVE YOU TO THE CORE! THANX FOR BEING THERE FOR ME ALWAYS ! Random but its a fact =)

2009-07-08T04:31:00.000-07:00

First of all (R.I.P MICHAEL JACKSON ) ! Well you know that this king of pop is dead and gone ! But everyone gotta know that we are the ones that have to keep his music still kickin and alive! Its definetly sad to know that such legend has left us! BUt remember !.. Michael has done so much for us.. but he is also a human being that has to go one day just like any one of us ! He is just gone too soon ! With that. (Rest in peace prince!)

NOw back to my life ! =).. When you think about all the crap that has happened in your life and put together with all the things that have been so wonderful.. maybe we will understand what life truly is ! Assaid several hundred times NOBODY IS GOD DAMN PERFECT ... thats a good thing ! Where will there be any kick in your life when there is no saad or baad or wadeva moments.! everybody makes mistakes and everybody has those days ! you definetly no what i am talkin about! Let go of the past and try figurin waths gonna be best for you and your loved ones in the future! That is one thing i have definetly learned through thick and thin of my whole 13 years~! I can go on and on and on .. But for now i gotta go .. =)

FINally. . .

2009-06-30T06:59:00.000-07:00

OMG ! Finally i can start training again! geeesss! I am so happy =) Lookin forward to the day!

Today i went back to school ! wow.. i dint no skool was goin be dis dull... haha! i tot everyone would be lively and jumpy and all those crap! But damn i was wrong ! hahassss... darnn! Aniwaez... as usual i come home tired and all groggy and i go through a short period of naggin! but i understand why my dear old mommy nags looadz! CAUSE SHE LOVEZ ME MORE THEN ANYTHING! Well its gettin late and i gotta fly away!

The world is in desperate shock for our legends Michael JAckson(King of pop jacko) and Farrah Fawcett(Our Angel) ! We love yall truck loadz ya!

HoMe StaY

2009-06-29T00:54:00.000-07:00

I am still sick and had to miss skool todae! Sad story.. Haha... i went to the polyclinic todae to check myself out ! The doctor was so hardto understand .. jeeeez .. i wonder what he knows ! He checked out my knee and said that i had some problems wid it! But what kind.. i also dun understtand .. haish... I have been missing so many trainings ! Boo hoo ! sucks biggy time! wish tat i could recover real fast so that i can prove to them that i dont wanna miss training purposely! Shheeesshhh.. Welll ... i have nothing much to say already! Hopefully i can go to skool tommorrow =)

You say so many things but how am i to believe you when you have lied and gone so many times...

Sick!

2009-06-26T20:12:00.000-07:00

Gosh ! I haven't posted in like days ! Haiyas ... What to do... i am just so caught up in everything now a days.. I have been sick for the past 4 days ! THe feeling is seriously suckish lahr! BUt what to do... I missed on training and the team barbeque! I was insisting on going for training and d barbeque! But my mom just wouldn't allow me! In the end she is always right so i guess there is no other way in arguin wid her! .. Skool is startin in two days ler! Hopefully i can recover by den! STill caught up wid some projects ! haiish.. sometimes its a mistake to have guys in the group as they never ever do anything! (sighs)

I sent an angel to wAtch over you and turns out there is no need cause it told me that angels dunt watch over angels =)

Outing

2009-06-15T20:32:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the best dae eva ! haha.. i went on a outing wid rabiatul, jill,ruwei and syafirah! so fun ! I thought it was gonna be pathetic as there was on five of us out of 13... NOt even half ya! BUt surprisingly it was freakin fun! we went out at 12.15 and only went back at round 8 to 8 plus.. Haha..
First we went to de arcade ! SO fun !!! Haha .. WE played so many games.. you must see jlll, wei ,rabia and firah play! so cute N funny ! haha.. they were playing the drum game! hantam hantam play oni! Then we went to play the basketball game! We tease each other like siao! hahaz..! Then there were these two guys who were laughin at us.. so we decided to stay and see if they could brake our score! THEY COULDNT! lol! haha .. ! then we went to bugis go take neoprint and play some more arcade! haha.. me and jill and firah were playin some candi game! haha.. we win so much candy! woohoo.. ribia and wei were tryin their luck on the picking up
stuff toys.. hahaa.. so close but never get anythin! haish.. then later we go back tamp again.. then we went to meet izzati at tamp 1.. haha she was wid her fwens! lol.. she went to watch movie wid her guy and fwenz.. she never follow us! wah! then we to TM and played somemore basketball! haha .. ! after thT we went to the playground to play! haha. childish but extremely fun! haha.. firah turned so much until she was dizzy and puked! verry sad .. haish! We gossip gossip alot.. haha! After awhile everyone waz tired so we all decided to go home! Come home immediately i went to hit the sack! haha.. no i got to go for training! haha.. i will never forget yesterday! i love yu guyz!

My once frowny face has been lit up by them ! Thanx you guys!

1 more day

2009-06-11T06:30:00.000-07:00

It has been $o long since i have posted! Tommorrow is ma Birthday!

$o darn happy... Finally i am 13 .. TEENAGER ! haha.. i am nutz... it happens only when i am happy! haha.. its very rare ... i noe! haiyz.. wat to do.. life is like tat! i fell sick todae.. boo hoo!

Had to skip trainin! sux!!!! BIG TIME.. Hopefully i dont have to miss anymore in de future!

I dint sleep at all last night! Thats suxs even bigger! haha... everythin seems to sux! Hopefully tommorrow does not! Crossed fingers and toes and hair!

Also my uncle just touched down today! SOOOOOOO happy ! haha .. he is my joy! he makes me so happy! SAdly my other uncle is not here! if he was i would be twice as happy! Not forgettin my beautiful aunt! I treasure the moments whenever their around! I only see them once in a awhile!

But truthfully i treasure everyone! haha! =D..

Aniwaes i wanna sleep cause i am freakin tired today! i am flyin off!

Dont worry i havent forgotten what you have said.. its locked tight in my head! Infact i lost the key!

aS daYs pAst

2009-06-06T23:10:00.002-07:00

Day and Nite.. i ask myself my qustions.

Do i have to cut my hair to make you notice me?

Do i have to lose everything so you can love me more?

Will you love me more if i am better then anyone of them?

Will you fall for me if i have artificial beauty?

If i have to ever do this for you to love me... then to hell you go! I am so sick of everything these days! HAishhh..

Just came frm camp.. CAmp was not as wat i expected it to be.. buT It was fun here and there.. Cycling and Sentosa was fun..! Especially at nite ! We played catching until we got cauught .. i dun no how.. but mr tan caught us.. we went to sleep after that ..We had half a mind to go out and play again! But too lazy! Tired to the extreme!

Yesterday i went to watch Hannah Montannah the movie ! Childish but the movie is power pack! A very emotional story with some twists.. Overall the moviw was so rawking! My advice is to go watch it!

Look me in the eyes and promise you wont lie about your love no more

Livin what god has given...

2009-06-02T06:23:00.000-07:00

One word to describe LIFE ... CONFUSING!

There is always questions flooding my head... Why ,What and the best is HUH!

I keep bleeding everywhere! Its more like bleeding love. I am always hurt physically, mentally and emotionally! But i shall not let words bring me or put me down! I am a tough emotional to crack :]! There is also happy times in life .. but it feels so rear.. ! If only there was someone who could share the feelings that i feel.. But it seems like there ain't any.. well i shall wait and see Wat life brings to me .. Life is always not that easy as they say! Anyways i gotta run off to pack for basketball camp .. hopefully that does not stress me!

They always say that obstacles are a part of life!

Sorrow..

2009-05-30T00:22:00.000-07:00

LOnely is what i can use to describe this damn lfe... everyone around me is killing m.. Even the smallest of things are mkng me insane! WHY?? THATS the big fat question ...! This life just in the way it is suppose to be! I feel so useless,worthless and stupid! MY mom always has a problem wid me.. My dad is always supportin my fat ass jerk brother! My brothers dunt even treat me like a sister! How fucked can my life get!? The things that i face everyday kills me second by second.. pretty soon i am gonna die faster then gramama! wah... isnt there someone out there whom i can like realy trust!

The best proof of love is trust! Nobody understands me including me!

2009-05-28T06:55:00.000-07:00

Today my day turned out horrible...! I had my inter class games ...we won and got into the finals .. wats is so horrible about that? well...Everyone thought we won by cheating... i mean come on .. its an all girls team.. its fair okay .. doesnt mean if u nver put in guys you will lose... Anyway i cant really be bothered... Tommorow is sports day! well i just gotta try my best:) i will just try my best! I dont believe in luck.. ITs the talent! Big words huh!Anyway i am tired and i want to sleep.:0

THE JOKES OBVIOUSLY ALWAYS ON ME AND IT AINT FUNNY

Tired!

2009-05-27T06:35:00.000-07:00

Today i went to practice my 4x400 realy ! It sucked... It was so damn tiring ! Can die.. i cannot run half way .. thats the problem! haiyas... it sucks man.. maybe i should try sprinting! Haha... confirm cannot! but i shall try.. After that i went to play basketball! So fun.. the 3 on 3 was very fun! shane and nabilah play so cute! Kenny and gang kenna trash! woooot.... Later on when i came home i coudlnt slack cause i had english homework! crazy right! That sucked ! BUt i shall suffer now and enjoy later! ... NOw i am just so freakin tired.. i wanna just close my eyes and fall into a deep sleep ... :P

The hardest job that kids face today are learning good manners without seeing any!

Life

2009-05-24T03:41:00.001-07:00

I am running out of patience cuase i cant believe what the hell i am hearing.... MY emotions are so deep! She loves him... He loves her... i feel like the cost of their horrible break up! God can only help and save me form this horrible situation.. hOW AM i suppose to patch them back ! I need my dear sista to be happy always! Her smile makes me live on! She has helped me ... Now i dun wanna betray her! arghhh ... Its horrible! Now i am at my couz house and i miss my mommy ... mommys girl you no! CAnnot sleep without my mommy sometimes :p ... shhhh ... haiyas .. wat to do.. MY life is so interesting ... I wonder who god is telling my story too ? I shall be left to wonder and venture through this life that has been given to me!

The fun has just begun but the story continues.!

Results!

2009-05-22T00:40:00.000-07:00

I got my results! it was so damn suckish.. though a pass i dint pass with wat a expected!
I feel like screaming to death! I KNOW I COULD DO BETTER! But never mind i wont let
this bring me down.. i will continue succeeding in life and prove that i can do it just like any
other normal student can! I wish had my moms brain! Life is not that perfect i guess!

The fool wonders.. the wise man asks!

2009-05-18T02:26:00.000-07:00

Geography... i am really left clueless with this subject ... one minute its hard and the next minute its not! Haiyas... nvm.. Life goes on! Tomorrow is my last paper! :D I am so happy... no more stress .. its just me and myself for one whole month... that includes mua birthday! argh... just a few more weeks! so very happy! Cant belive the days past so fast! But still then .. YAY .. After literature is still results but i can gurantee that not all the results will come out fast!Hopefully my results come out after holidays... but i aint so scared =] Iknow i have worked hard! And i am definetly not gloating.. i am just confident! ^.^

Until my heart opens i saw myself shine... my weakness says that i cant do much ... my scras remind me that the past is real.. compassion is in my natue .. tonight is our last stand*,*

2009-05-17T03:48:00.000-07:00

Today seemed awkward... mom dint jump at me.. instead she was so deary to me!! I likey! lol...
wished everyday was like today! yesterday was a blast... de party was so rawkin... though it was for a seven year olds... it was so great! extrmely fun! it brought out the child in me!
The food was so good! it was like i hadnt eaten in years! lol.. anywayz... Tommorow is second last paper... After that it is slack time! No more braggin cause i have done my part to study... NOw its my parents part to let me free! woo hoo!

I got them going crazy you see, head over heels for me , weak in the knees for me boy 'cause you are so damn easy ! ;P

2009-05-15T01:08:00.000-07:00

Boreed .! feeling so irritated by the stinkin atmosphere... on de bright sight a game of basketball cheered me up....!!! maths sux..! The question itself are a killer... its unbelivable hard!
Jst wished i had brains that just had all de answers.. imgaine me being the top!
but there was tis one question that came out that i had did... 9 marks ! woohoo! The hope is still strong!

I dun wanna be the girl to have to suffer the silence!

ToO eArLy..

2009-05-12T21:16:00.000-07:00

Science... so hard! never mind... still can pass! got the confidence... with a wee bit help of god.. confirm can get good result in science... ! today school end so early come home nothing to do... tomorrow got HMT! must study for that although i dunno wad is cumin out!~ again hopefully can pass... today i dint see him... dunno wad happen to hym... hopefully hysh okay!

You may have broken my heart with Ur selfishness but you will never break me!

as days pass...

2009-05-12T02:02:00.000-07:00

Today i finally got over history and english but sadly still got another 5 more subjects to go... studyin my heads out! hopefully i can do better this time a round.. who knows .. miracles can happen! :) Finallly i have some peace in my mind... but the thought is still haunting me...! its okay .. i will get over it and sometime later except the fact but not hym! I am not being cruel towards hym.. i just dont us to suffer ... if only they understood tht .!

Complet loss for words in this state of shock!

Finaly found out...

2009-05-10T20:24:00.000-07:00

wah... i finally found out who is that person! But how?? its so damn hard to believe.. maybe he will get over it! he should.. cause its dooms day for me if he does not! They say try him but how can i ... a friend since primary 3... you must be kiddin me.. I don't want that relationship to break a friendship... its crazy if you no what i mean .. haiyas... tomorrow exam and i am still stuck thinking about this... god save me! i cant even concentrate... i am lost.. someone help me cause i am definitely gonna go crazy!

Left speechless by your letters but crazy by you words!!!